Dear sweet boy: so so sad to read this...so sad you're having (giving yourself!) such a hard time.... I'm here if you need me...coming in on Tuesday afternoon. Call me; I've just left you a long phone message; will try again after I come back from taking an antsy Rozsa, friendless today!, to the Bluffs. It's 2.30 or so; will be back by 4.30. Love you sweetheart, holding you in my heart. Your mum