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Jan. 7th, 2011 09:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rainspiritWhoops. Minor transgression with the computer thing. Didn't even realize I was doing it.
Heck, I can't even remember the first thing I was looking at...
Fucking dangerous addiction. But at least it could be something worse.
Don't really want to write today, but y'know, forcing myself to. Went to bed at 12:00, woke up at 6:30. Finally managed to rest until 8:30, but I think I spent quite a bit of time on the floor afterwards, trying to push myself into lucidity with minimal success. Rehearsal was almost as miserable as the last time, but at least I got to hang out with SM and play a board game before-hand. (Even if it made me a little late.)
Also got a rice cooker AND a slow cooker. Gonna have to buy a package of brown rice and figure out how to do it. Kind of excited; Food that cooks itself, YAY. And my counsellor's gonna start getting me recipes for the slow cooker, so I am verah verah happeh.
Getting back into school has been an experience... need to write down a few things in my agenda. Also still need to see the prof about the thing. Though now I'm boring myself with it.
What can I do today? I could go swimming, but that'd be rather ironic in this pissing hideous rainy weather. Could phone Mike and start booking new sessions again. Could set up my PS2 and Wii now that I have a TV that doesn't dominate the room. The possibilities are endless.
What I don't wnat to do is piddle my time all day on this damn thing. No, no, the world calls out to me.
...Oh, and I have to go out anyway... need to get more soap. AND I need to clean the bathroom. And maybe the kitchen surfaces if I can get around to it.
Room's cleaner than it's ever been so far. I'm getting myself organized, and so far I'm pleased with it. Who knows when or if I'll relapse, but for now things are going okay. I find myself liking the mornings... maybe this'll be a habit that I'll keep.
Heck, I can't even remember the first thing I was looking at...
Fucking dangerous addiction. But at least it could be something worse.
Don't really want to write today, but y'know, forcing myself to. Went to bed at 12:00, woke up at 6:30. Finally managed to rest until 8:30, but I think I spent quite a bit of time on the floor afterwards, trying to push myself into lucidity with minimal success. Rehearsal was almost as miserable as the last time, but at least I got to hang out with SM and play a board game before-hand. (Even if it made me a little late.)
Also got a rice cooker AND a slow cooker. Gonna have to buy a package of brown rice and figure out how to do it. Kind of excited; Food that cooks itself, YAY. And my counsellor's gonna start getting me recipes for the slow cooker, so I am verah verah happeh.
Getting back into school has been an experience... need to write down a few things in my agenda. Also still need to see the prof about the thing. Though now I'm boring myself with it.
What can I do today? I could go swimming, but that'd be rather ironic in this pissing hideous rainy weather. Could phone Mike and start booking new sessions again. Could set up my PS2 and Wii now that I have a TV that doesn't dominate the room. The possibilities are endless.
What I don't wnat to do is piddle my time all day on this damn thing. No, no, the world calls out to me.
...Oh, and I have to go out anyway... need to get more soap. AND I need to clean the bathroom. And maybe the kitchen surfaces if I can get around to it.
Room's cleaner than it's ever been so far. I'm getting myself organized, and so far I'm pleased with it. Who knows when or if I'll relapse, but for now things are going okay. I find myself liking the mornings... maybe this'll be a habit that I'll keep.